A month has gone by and still nothing. I am sad, angry, scared, scarred, frantic, everything, anything. I really don't know how to process all that has happened. Where did we end last month? Angel Number 5 I think. (apparently this is a message that huge changes are about to unfold in my life... lmao) What do people do with this much knowledge? How do historians do it? How do they learn about everything that was -- while feeling everything that is -- and anticipating everything that will be....

a tricky topic. a tricky topic indeed. do you ever reminisce about how close you could have come to being someone else? I do. I often think about how one action could have led to me being another hashtag, another social justice protest, another example of the corrupt and disruptive "system". some days I regret not taking them to court. some days I regret not harassing them the way they harassed me. some days I wish they understood the anxiety and insecurities they left. some days I wish they...

Yesterday, I did my first Your Inner Lily IG Live that expressed the importance of sharing my vulnerability; but also, introduced my theme for the rest of the month. Our theme is How the Anti-Abortion community effects Black Women . A theme that I think many will understand and few may not. A theme that needs to be discussed much more in our communiteas*. As I was talking with one of my girlfriends the other day, I shared what I experienced when I made the decision to terminate my pregnancy....